Why Do I Feel Like a Burden?

"I don't want to bother anyone."

"Other people have enough going on."

"I'll just deal with it myself."

If you've ever caught yourself thinking these things, you're certainly not alone.

Feeling like a burden is something I hear surprisingly often in counselling. What's interesting is that the people who describe themselves this way are usually some of the kindest, most thoughtful people I meet. They're the ones checking everyone else is okay, worrying about causing problems, and apologising for taking up space.

Over time, that way of thinking can become exhausting.

Where does this feeling come from?

Most people aren't born believing they're a burden. It's something that develops over time.

Perhaps you've spent years putting everyone else's needs before your own. Maybe you've grown up feeling you had to be independent, avoid making a fuss, or keep your emotions to yourself. You may have experienced criticism, rejection, or relationships where your needs weren't taken seriously.

If you've been feeling this way for a while, it can sometimes be a sign that something deeper is going on. Feeling like a burden often goes hand in hand with depression, although many people don't realise it because depression doesn't always look the way we expect. If you'd like to learn more, you might find my blog, 7 Signs of Depression That Don't Always Look Like Sadness helpful.

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For some people, anxiety convinces them they're asking for too much. Depression whispers that nobody really wants to hear how they're feeling. If you're autistic or have ADHD, you may have spent years masking, worrying that being yourself is "too much" for other people.

Whatever the reason, the result is often the same.

You stop asking for help.

You apologise for crying.

You replay conversations, wondering if you've talked too much.

You tell everyone you're "fine", even when you're anything but.

The strange thing about feeling like a burden

One of the saddest things about this belief is that it changes the way you see yourself, rather than the way other people actually see you.

Imagine a close friend came to you and said:

"I'm really struggling at the moment."

Would your first thought be:

"They're such a burden."

Probably not.

You'd most likely want to listen. You'd want to know how they were doing. You'd probably be glad they trusted you enough to tell you.

Yet when it comes to ourselves, we often hold ourselves to completely different standards.

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You don't have to earn the right to be listened to

This is something I say quite often in counselling.

You don't have to be "bad enough."

You don't have to wait until you're in crisis.

You don't have to convince yourself that your problems are serious enough before you're allowed to ask for support.

If something is affecting your quality of life, that's reason enough.

Many people delay seeking counselling because they tell themselves that other people have it worse. The problem with that way of thinking is that there will always be somebody who has it worse.

That doesn't make your struggles any less real.

Counselling isn't about being the perfect client

Some people worry they'll cry too much.

Others worry they won't know what to say.

Some apologise for talking.

Others apologise for sitting in silence.

The truth is, none of those things bother me.

Counselling isn't a performance, and there isn't a right or wrong way to do it.

One of the things I love about working online is that you're already in your own environment. If you're most comfortable curled up on the sofa in your pyjamas with a blanket and a cup of tea, that's absolutely fine. If you need to pace around the room, fidget, stim, tic, vape, or occasionally swear because that's how you naturally express yourself, that's okay too.

My job isn't to judge how you show up.

My job is to help you feel comfortable enough that you no longer have to pretend everything is okay.

You deserve the same kindness you give everyone else

If you've spent years looking after everyone else, it can feel incredibly uncomfortable to let somebody look after you for a change.

But asking for support isn't selfish.

It doesn't make you weak.

It doesn't make you a burden.

It simply makes you human.

Sometimes the people who carry the most are the very people who believe they should carry it alone.

You don't have to.

Final thoughts

If you've recognised yourself in this article, I hope you'll take one thing away from it:

You don't have to earn the right to be listened to.

You don't need to have everything figured out before reaching out for support.

Counselling gives you a space where, for one hour, you don't have to protect everyone else's feelings, minimise your own struggles, or apologise for taking up space.

You simply get to be you.

If this article resonated with you...

You don't need to have everything figured out before reaching out for support. Whether you're feeling overwhelmed, stuck, anxious, or simply know something doesn't feel quite right, counselling can give you the space to make sense of it.

I offer warm, down-to-earth online counselling for adults across the UK.

Book a free 20-minute consultation and let's see whether I'm the right counsellor for you.

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By Cathy Jones, BACP & NCPS Registered Counsellor